Two worlds collide

Lately it's become too obvious to me that I've been living in two worlds, or rather between two worlds never really belonging to either.  I've chosen to ignore what I've been called to do and have since grown distant from both worlds. I feel so many tugs at my heart in certain directions and it's time I stop making excuses. For what am I doing in this world if I'm not making a difference right now? Waiting until I have the right resources to make a difference? Why wait until later. Later may never come or I might decide I'm never ready. It matters less what I am working toward and matters more who I am today. I have lots of lofty ideals for how I will use my life to spread love, but what am I actually doing right now to spread love? Sadly not much (unless loving an ugly little dog counts for anything). I love Toby Mac's - City on our knees - "If you gotta start somewhere why not here? If you gotta start sometime why not now?" This song calls to me so much. I will start listening when I'm called. Tonight my two worlds collide in a beautiful display.

Breathtaking photo courtesy of the fabulous C. Nordhaus.